Today I put the retainer in the mail. I'm still very excited that we will soon be in CA, but I'm also getting a little nervous now. I think it's just finally hitting me that this is real.
I kept my niece yesterday. She's 11 months old. I was so tired when she left that it made me question if I can really raise another child. I think it was just my fears coming through and not that I'm too old to parent. I'll be celebrating my 32nd birthday tomorrow. Never did I think I'd be having a baby at 32, but it's God's plan not mine.
Anyway, another step down and just a few more to go. At least on the adoption side. Then it's on to the pregnancy side. :)
April 2022
4 years ago
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